bye bye 2009, hello 2010 =]]
i think the past year has definitely been a great experience. people say they lost friends and gained new ones over the year, but i really havent. i think ive become closer to some and drawn away from others. still friends are friends and im thankful for each and every one of them. ive also become tougher. i have always been a soft person, and i definitely still am. however, i think that being a leader has made me become a better person and i hope to become stronger everyday. i have also become more thankful. my grandpa had to have surgery so my mom went 2000 miles away to stay with him for over a month. i had to start becoming independent and take care of myself and my brother. cooking and cleaning. the two skills i had never mastered. it was hard but i made it through. i realized how much of a baby i was. my mom did everything for me and i never thanked her for anything. i think im becoming a better person at home. helping when i can and thanking both of my parents for what they do for me. lastly, i think i have actually become somewhat religious on my own. i quit sunday school and decided it was the best for me at the time. i didnt know who i was anymore. i just needed some time to think about what to do. was hinduism right for me? do i want to continue being a vegetarian? i still dont know where i am but i have changed. i now pray every day. something that i had never really understood on my own. in all ‘09 was a great year and i look forward to the same in the new year.
i feel as though 2010 is going to be amazing. it already has been. the last three days have been perfect and i wouldnt do anything to change them. i spent new years eve and day with my best friends. it was fun. the most fun i had had in a while. yesterday, i got a new car. a 2010 Honda civic. and today, i just relaxed. i probably wont have any breathing room until summer so i thought i might just spend a day doing absolutely nothing. so blissful. i know that people dont like reading long notes but if you read this, thanks for listening. wishing you the best in the new decade. Peace <3
![my blue snuggie (i wanted pink but my mom said the store ran out)
oh well. im happy still =]]](http://21.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kv9msljUTG1qanl9oo1_500.jpg)